"Great people do things before they’re ready. They do things before they know they can do it. And by doing it, they’re proven right. Because, I think there’s something inside of you—and inside of all of us—when we see something and we think, “I think I can do it, I think I can do it. But I’m afraid to.” Bridging that gap, doing what you’re afraid of, getting out of your comfort zone, taking risks like that—THAT is what life is. And I think you might be really good. You might find out something about yourself that’s special. And if you’re not good, who cares? You tried something. Now you know something about yourself. Now you know. A mystery is solved. So, I think you should just give it a try. Just inch yourself out of that back line. Step into life. Courage. Risks. Yes. Go. Now."
Amy Poehler (x)
yes. yes. yes.
“There’s a reason the American cowboy has taken on mythic proportions. He embodies a yearning every man knows from very young- to “go West,” to find a place where he can be all he knows he was meant to be.”
I slept in this morning. Everyone was mad.
Insomnia once again. I have tried so hard to Live, to really let this go. Winter is over and yet I still feel so cold. It’s like I just can’t let myself feel peace anymore, I don’t know what to do. Is there anything I actually can do? that is the worst of it. There isn’t. I let my heart feel something, I took a chance, and it was shattered. I have talked to everyone I know to talk to about it, and I still can’t get it out of my heart. My conclusion: This is how my heart feels and there is nothing that I can do. It’s been a Hell of a year. I’m confused and I just want to breathe. I don’t want to be this way, but I can’t control what my heart feels. I live for the Lord and this is what I sincerely feel in my heart. I keep telling myself that this will all work out for the best. I keep reminding myself that I have hope in Jesus, I just don’t know why I can’t get over this. I let my heart be who it wanted, and it seemed to have ran away. I need Rest.
A million nights have led
To this one that we are spending
And I know it’s better here
Than anywhere I’ve been going
With every morning grew
A void more wide and endless
Come out from the burning fire butterfly
Let me lock you in my room and keep you
For a while
You watch over me and I’ll watch over you
And if you go tomorrow choke me ‘till I’m blue
You step through me
And the screen door hits the wood
And your packing all your things
You say your moving out to there to Hollywood
And I can’t do a thing
You say there’s nothing for you
In this cardboard town
And every bridge you cross
Your gonna burn it to the ground
You wont listen to a word that I’m telling ya
So who’s running through the halls
In the houses of pain
That are staring back at me
Like the ocean from a plane
I swear I’ve seen your eyes
in the ghost of Philadelphia
I think about you late at night sometimes
When I can’t sleep
Cause I can hear the train
It’s always there
You just don’t know it
Till a quarter to three
You just can’t hear it in the day
When every body’s got your number
In a plexy glass town
Where the birds ain’t got wings
But no one makes a sound
Cause they all know how to fly
Just I wouldn’t buy what they’re selling ya
Back from a wonderful weekend in Winston-Salem, with my heart and mind at peace with the world! Now I’m rolling through Con Los Ojos Cerrados with a fury. Homework can’t cage this bird.
thankful for our friendship, Jon. You’re gonna change the world.
Be thankful. Start looking for the good in things. Seek out the things in your life to build on. Open up your heart and let peace come back in. We have dominion over our reality. Do not let circumstance become your god. We have to stay focused on kingdom coming to earth. goodnight.